non serviam

april and I baker beach jun 04

what!?! yeah!?! Sr. Don Jose Augustkauskis

burning spear @ sierra nevada

Baron Otto Von Bone

Twan and Zion at Sierra Nevada World Music Festival Angels Camp, CA

crowd at haight street fair june 04

happiness

Too much R.A.W

How can I begin to explain
all the pain
that became anger
that became bittersweet rage
Can’t afford to spend
anymore days
Imprisoned by this system
that I didn’t choose or create
Could we contemplate chaos
from my temporary autonomous zone?
Would you know who you are
If you sat in the pharoh’s throne?
Cast out and disowned
Still we spread like mold
Around the globe
Above their microscopes
And under their radar
Uniting reality tunnels
from here to Zanzibar
The Children of the Stars
Return to raise our heroes
From their mummified
Genetic codes
Manifesting dreams of immortality
Another thought becomes reality
Ask Fred Nietchze
He knows what I mean
Pause the need to seek
So I can speak and gift you
with the infinite syntax
The multiverse of verbs
A hurricane of words
Poetic Terrorism
Shamanistic Visions
Unlocking hieroglyphics
On molecular fission
Becoming the transition
Into Pure energy
Realizing ancient dreams
Manifesting
whatever my will schemes
Transforming imagination
Into energy beams
Data streams information across
Galaxies on a cosmic breeze
Filling nostrils and eardrums
With a taste of free to be
Whatever you see inside you
As the system dies
To be reborn evolved
Overstood by all
Babylon falls to the chants of bob marley
Homosapiens rise from the ashes of their demise
Prophecy realized
I and I self will survive

My will is the law
Love over all those
Leading sheep to the fall
slaughter
The NEW WORLD ORDER
Illuminati
All seeing eye wit
no tears left to cry
Not I & I
Who survives in
Aboriginal dreamtime
Releasing these rhymes
At the speed of thought
Through my flesh & blood robot
Cyberpunks & Psychic Astronauts
Magicians manifesting destiny’s wishes
The descendents of Atlantis finally realize
Whats the truth
Churches, states and gurus no more soup for you
The self sustaining loop
The sacred hoop
Resonance disruptor
Al-qaeda infil-traitor
Anti-Illuminati agent
Fatal hybrid contagion
destroyer of nations
The Alpha sapien
With the omega alsation
A constant irritation to
lawmakers who define patriots
Freemasons & powerslaves
Of television waves
Deniers of this Aquarian age
This rational haze
Asleep and enraged
Guerilla blazing like
Hassan I Sabbah
Resurrect the
Conqueror
RA-AMEN-RA
From his molecular
Destroy the secular state
can’t own what I create
With copyraping the artist
Keep sex bound and harnessed
Like Reich oppressed
Thelema resists
Orgone energy bliss
My love is my fist
To smash the system
Into oblivion

Speculative Freemasonry, Rastas and the Stone the Builders Refused

I definitely believe in magic and fairy tales...to some extent every fantastic story, fairy tale and nursery rhyme we've ever heard is true is some sense...whoever wrote them had to get the idea from somewhere, part of our collective unconscious, the veiled connections and shared ancient memories we all contain...I think magic is just the manifestation of ideas and will into physical reality...anybody with a shopping list is familar with a low grade of magic...you desire honey and bread, so your body is the vehicle to transform that desire into reality...On a larger scale, our long term plans and dreams (college, marriage, children) are better examples of magic...will manifesting into reality through effort and ritual...I've been trying to think of how to put the connection I see between rastafarianism, rosicrucianism, freemasonry and the original gnostic christians into words...so here goes...I think modern Freemasonry arose as a resistance to the Inquisition...the intolerance of the Catholic church for heretics, other forms of Christianity, science and any dissent was as dark a period as any in history...modern freemasonry based upon tolerance and universal brotherhood arose during the inquisition as a opposing and balancing force...the secret of freemasonry is the same as the ancient secret of gnostic christianity, the Knights Templar, the Rosicrucians, and later the Ordo Templi Orientis under Aleister Crowley...this secret has lately become sanitized and popualrized in Dan Brown's "The Davinci Code"...The theory runs that Jesus was flesh and blood, a man, who was not chaste as the church would have us believe, but in fact married to Mary Magdalene and the father of children with her (a bloodline known as the Merovignians)...the holy grail was not a chalice at all but the holy bloodline of christ which survives to this day under the protection of another secret society called the Priory of Scion...that was as far as "The Davinci Code" took it...lately I stumbled across something that takes the story further...some say Jesus and Mary practiced sex magic rituals which were the source of the power behind the many miraculous workings...they say it was Mary who actually initiated Jesus into a sex magic order descended from ancient egyptian rituals...Jesus would base his own myth upon the myth of Osiris, the dead and risen god, that he actually had himself crucified to experience near physical death and actually live out the myth of Osiris, resurrected through Mary in his children...so the secret is sex and ritualized sex magic...the uniting of opposites..the word rosicrucian means roughly, rosy cross...rose=vagina and cross=penis... when combined in sexual union communion with the divine can be achieved...actual gnosis...or direct experience of god. So the great secret of all these orders is...that the holy grail, the sacrament of Jesus Christ himself was the comingled sexual secretions of man and woman mixed together and consumed...Freemasonry performs charitable works in the name of "The Widow's Son"...the widow is Mary and the son is both the resurrected spirit of Christ and the actual bloodline of Jesus and Mary (the Merogvignians)...Freemasonry's most guarded secret is that they are the descendants of the original gnostic christians followers of Christ before a church was ever created to pervert, distort and glaze over the teachings of Christ they didn't like...Jesus himself cautions against this in the Gospels of Christ that were discovered in the dead sea scolls..."search not for me in buildings of wood and stone." I would venture to guess 95% of Freemasons either are unaware of or don't believe this connection and just enjoy the fraternal aspects of the organization or the good works they do....Many of the concepts and ideas expressed in rastafarian lyrics reflect the same ideals of tolerance and universal brotherhood that make up the foundation of freemasonry and gnostic christianity...I and I (never me and you, no distinction between individual beings, instead conceptualizing that we are all just different expressions of one supreme force/energy/being...different vessels of the divine love)...Rastafarians always refer to Jesus as the "son of man" for obvious reasons...they warn against a Babylon system of oppressive and misguided authority...which would be the organized religion which tells the poor to suffer in this world while waiting to reap the rewards in the next...as bob marley sang,


"...Preacher man don't tell me heaven is under the earth
I know you don't know what life is really worth
Is not all that glitters in gold and
Half the story has never been told
So now you see the light, aay
Stand up for your right. Come on

Most people think great God will come from the sky
Take away ev'rything, and make ev'rybody feel high
But if you know what life is worth
You would look for yours on earth."

To build on the connection between the lyrics above and Freemasonry...consider this from Robert Anton Wilson's "The Widow's Son"...Wilson is either quoting from a defense of freemasonry by a priest named Henri Benoit around 1797 or he wrote a beautiful summary of the purpose of speculative masonry..."Every Christian, of every sect, prays in church on Sunday, "Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, ON EARTH as it is in heaven." Not one in a thousand stops to think what these words mean; not one in ten thousand dares to imagine that they could mean exactly what they say...Speculative Masonry is the coherent will of all those committed to the Great Work of achieving the meaning of the Lord's Prayer, so that the mind of the Great Architect of the Universe will be manifest, not only in the marvelous harmony of the stars at night but in the daily lives of men and women everywhere- on earth as it is in heaven."


Another connection between masonry and rastafariansim is the cornerstone concept...
In the gospel according to Mary Magdalene,..."Peter asks Jesus "Who sent thee?"...Jesus answers, "The cornerstone that the builders rejected is the place from which I came."

this is significant in the master mark degree of masonry...

"The stone which the builders refused is become the head stone of the corner"
-Psalms 118:22

"It was customary for Operative Masons to select for themselves a Mark, to be placed upon every piece of work wrought by them. Each Mark was distinctive. These Marks may be seen today on the stones in old cathedrals of Europe. A report made to the Grand Mark Lodge of England states "There is probably no Degree in Freemasonry that can lay claim to greater antiquity than this one." -http://www3.telus.net/jcw/ram/invitation.htm


bob marley sang,
"The stone that the builder refuse
Will always be the head cornerstone-a;
The stone that the builder refuse
Will always be the head cornerstone.

You're a builder, baby;
Here I am, a stone.
Don't you pick and refuse me,
'Cause the things people refuse
Are the things they should choose.
Do you 'ear me? Hear what I say!"

the cornerstone concept can even be found on the back of a U.S. one dollar bill...

"On the reverse, is the All Seeing Eye within a triangle surrounded by a golden glory. Besides the obvious Masonic signifance of this design, it has a cabalistic value of seventy plus three plus two hundred equaling two hundred and seventy-three (273) which is the value of the phrase EHBEN MOSU HABONIM (the stone which the builders refused) familar to all Royal Arch Masons." -http://home.att.net/~presidents/trivia2.htm

Well enough trivia and conspiracy theory for one afternoon...there is a connection between everything if you're obsessive enough to really look for it...just like you can use the bible to justify killing in the name of...I hope I haven't offended you in any way, I don't even believe half of what I say...

Freemasonry meetings

3 weeks. I've washed dishes twice voluntarily and once it was just sandwiches and paper plates. This is freemasonry at the phoenix lodge here in SF. I've been drawn to secret societies, the occult, conspiracy theory and extradimensional travel since I was a pot sticker loving street fighter 2 playing chunky punk living on Menalto Ave. in EPA or seven for those counting in man years. So after finally making it through the Illuminatus book almost 2 years ago I've been on a grail quest. The research I had done suggested freemasonry was the foundation for so many other orders I admired..the O.T.O, the Golden Dawn...but freemasonry appeared in the roots for everything from the American revolution, the French revolution, our constitution, declaration of independence, everyone from Crowley to Oscar Wilde to Mark Twain to George Washington to Jack Johnson to Ben Franklin had been one and I wanted to know what secrets they kept too. I had dabbled in darkness with Lavey's COS and been freaked out by the spermo-gnostic aspects of the OTO(not disgusted, just would rather supply my own than risk it) so freemasonry's appeal lay chiefly in its perceived nobility. A higher calling above politics and religion with the mission to unite all men in brotherhood regardless of appearance or ancestry, where I could practice the rasta prophet Marley's words "...until the color of a man's skin, is of no more importance than the color of his eyes..." and where the concept of InI would be understood as the golden rule. No titles, degrees and shiny badges for me, thank you. Nothing is true, everything is permitted. Because the grail I seek contains no truth nor do I recognize any ultimate truths. The quest is the journey, chaos the magic, the meaning is writ, life just the script I write myself in. Invisible identities contained without I and within you. Shattering boundaries that connect us. The schizophrenia is a symptom of our society not the patients it manifests in...I survive 9 to 5 become the dog walker smoke talker absorb the information drug and do it again where is my transcendence and iluminification. Conversations that teeter on the forbidden fence of politics and religion...so many Christians. They don't comment on my pentagram ring and I don't say anything about the big one on the temple wall...